I know the feeling. Just watched some vids of P3D and FSX, wow…even with max settings and addon scenery…those look TRASH compared to FS2020. And this is a stock sim hahaha
I use to fly with FSX & P3D up to the time the FSX team was let go from Microsoft, flew using P3D for a bit, tried Xplane etc etc … but FS was taking up too much time in my life, and since it was difficult to cut back (I was the one running FS-MP), I went “Cold Turkey” – turn it all off, and went back to a life.
Was tempted when MSFS 2020’s release was announce, and after 8 odd year, decided to check it out… trying VERY HARD not to go back to the Addiction !!
I fly in RL, so the Sim is more of Technical Interest…( as you might have realized if you have read any of my Forum Posts)